The unthinkable search

Search for the light,

Search for forgiveness, of what I cant say,

of the secrets that my heart holds so dearly...



Searching for something, that I dont know what it is...

longing for the rain that wont fall, so I can drown my own tears,

search to put an end to this vicious circle were in.



What is a search? Do we ever end it?

Am I alone in this search,

is there anybody that can explain this sorrow...



Surely you think the unthinkable of me!

Thoughts the reason we dream for and at the same time, die for...



The search will always continue,

until the day my soul spoils herself of lies,

and becomes the truth within the lie we've all created.

Signed: Me...